ANOTHER INSOMNIA NIGHT

hiyaaaaaa my guyssss :))

again, another night when i cant sleep :(
should change my name into " OWL " --a hahahaha
sooooo, in order not to waste my wonderful night, i decided to edit some of my pictures :D

so here it is!! rate please (:

yeahhh, that is one of my work.. i got another one here it is......................




ahahahhaaha
alrightttt.. so i just edited these two.. anyway it looks simple i guess.. :) but nevermindddd ^^

oh yer, today is saturday and tomorrow i have to go to church.. ALONE T^T so damn fugging sadddddddddddd....
huhuhu

oh yer!! i almost forgot haha

check this out guysssss..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aigL_hHGZJY&feature=related

hope u guys enjoy it (Y)(Y)
i love it so much.. he has sucha wonderful voice (Y)(Y) soooo, i guess im done.. imma try to post more and more (: and give one link everday for u guyss ;)

c ya, xxxxooooooo


muackkkkksssss********

LAST NAME??

ha ha ha haiyaaaaaa guysss :)) soooo, wub sub todayy?? well, that's good for youu ;) me? emm.. im just lamenting here infront of my laptop lool nah!! im kidding.. so, what i have been thinking lately??????

YER CORRECT!! LAST NAME!!




i've been thinking about last name.. :/ im so pityyyyy, i dont even have last name.. :( that LOLLY is just for fun.. and i realized its not cool at all :( i feel like sucha kid with Lolly behind my name FTW T^T
i've been thinking about adding some cool great name behind mine.. i've been thinking about MAVERICK which is fugging awesome.. but its someone's lastname haha. i just stole it lololol and i do feel bad haha i also thinking about ADELAIDE which is abit weird.. and HASGER :l



so yer, i dont know which one to choose.. im sooooooooooo confused... T^T so leave the comment below and let me know if you guys have something great to put behind my name ..
thanksssss guyss xxxxxxooooooo

LDR

yooo, blogger.. long time i never update my blog.. it proves im not responsible to my own blog :'( so sad..
i guess im going to update my blog more often now..

so what happened with my life?
1. finally, i made it.. i moved to singapore.. GOOD JOB!
2. i dont know what to say.. im so empty right now..

i have one goal for now.. i want to purchase an iPad :D i will save up my money from now on so i can purchase one LOL
oh yea, i got this quote which is touched me deeply inside..

" IF THE ONLY PLACE I COULD SEE YOU WAS IN MY DREAM, I WOULD SLEEP FOREVER "
that quote really has a great meaning.. and i was like " GOD, IT SHOWS HOW I FEEL FOR HIM "
:'(
being separated by distance sometimes will bring me down.. passes all my day without his smile bring me down.. i wish i could hold his hand and bring him to heaven on earth..
i wish there is one place for me and him to be together.. :'(

i should wait wait and wait.. the longest period of waiting is waiting for someone you truly want.. indeed..
but i always keep this in my mind.. if there is ever a day when i could be with him and stay together, i would fight for it no matter what it takes..
the thought of being with you tomorrow gives me strength to go on today
just know that im always waiting for you..


SIGH..
'NUFF BLOGGING.. see ya soon :D
bye catch ya lata..

me

i was rejected but God has other plan
so i came to this whole dark world, with my loud scream and tears
and this is i have to do that i have to live here
yea and if finally the time coming, i will go back to my Father
here to help you guys solving all our problems
and bringing new passion of life to death life
surrounded by sadness everywhere that's how
tough it is, but can't ask for anything better
because it just the best that i can have
serving the best i can do for u guys
and wishing my presence here will be something worthy to concern about
the excitement is none but the pain is too much
and definitely hoping i could be blessing

xoxo :DD

Jesus Jesus Jesus

Jesus.. i love you with all my heart.
for now i really know that u have something huge for me and for my future
but yet i haven't know it Jesus

everyday, i seek ur face
i wanna be where you are
it's true!! thousand days can't compare to oneday in Your court
and i'll be glad in You
my heart should rejoice in You Jesus

i don't know how come my heart could be like this
i'm thirsty and i'm hungry
of Your glory Jesus..

yes it's me your daughter
i was lost quite long but now i'm found
was blind but now i see

and i got my spirit back
i got your fire back Jesus
all i have to do is keep it real. keep it real!
it's not just a dream
even if so, i will never want to wake up
peaceful i feel in my heart
Jesus Jesus Jesus

i love You :D

Waktu pertama kali aku melihat mu, biasa di hatiku
at the very first time i saw you, nothing i felt
hari-hari terlewat dan kita bahkan tidak menjadi teman
day by day passes and we even not friends
walaupun sering ku melihat mu, tak sepatah katapun keluar
thought it’s often for me to see you, not even one word comes out
itulah kita dulu
that was we

dan suatu saat di hidupku rasa itu tumbuh
and at one moment in my life that feeling grows
rasa yang tak pernah ada untuk mu sebelumnya
feeling that never been for you before
apakah ini sungguh atau hanyalah kekaguman dariku untukmu?
Is it real or just a feeling of satisfy from me for you?
Pertanyaan yang tak bisa kujawab
Question i can’t answer

Waktu itu kau menghampiri ku dan mulai bercakap-cakap
U came to me and had a chat that time
Tak dapat dijelaskan apa yang ada di dalam ku
It’s unexplainable what is inside of me
Saat itulah aku baru bisa menjawab bahwa ini adalah sungguh
Finally at that time i can answer that it’s all real what i feel all along
Ku mulai merasa seperti dahulu saat ku jatuh cinta
I am starting to act same when i used to fall in love

Mencari perhatian mu walaupun kau jauh
Looking for your face even when you far away
Padahal ku tahu tak ada rasamu untuk ku sedikitpun
Despite knowing there is no feeling of yours for me
Ku tetap memiliki rasa itu
I still have that feeling in me
Padahal ku tahu ku akan jatuh skali lagi
Despite knowing i will fall one more time

You left me that day without anything to say
Because you think you did this for our own sake
Did you know you break my heart?
Will you please flashback a little bit?
I know that sometime we have to do good thing instead of making people happy
Even when we decide it, we lost our own happiness
And when we take a move, we lost our dreams for this long
And last when we reach it, we lost our last destination
But we finally reach that new destination
Without looking on ourselves ego
It is hurt but not for that long
Every night i star at the sky
And i see all the stars show their each beauty
And before i close my eyes
I see all our flashback in real
How we through all together
With every drop of tear, with every scream of our pain
With every smile of our satisfy, with every laugh of our happiness
It just so real in my eyes
No one never knew it over already
No one can take it all back
Even you and me
Because the space between us
Can’t be covered with our ever love
It just too wide, too deep
Thought everyone says love can make everything being under it
Not for us
It won’t be like this for long
Because knowing you and me will find our own happiness
We just need to hold on
Just watching me doing my things
Faith not gonna betray us
So it will come and we can make it
Slowly but sure it will come

God, slide me to your world
Full of grace, hope, faith, and mercy
And let me have faith in You
Than have faith in man’s
Because Your work will come
Slowly but true i know it’s coming soon
Catch a glimpse of You the Almighty one is my want
I have trusted in You and my heart shall rejoice in Your salvation
So no reason being down and broken
Because being near with You is my want
In every word comes out from my mouth
It’s count for You
Unexpectable, unpredictable, unstoppable all Your plan JESUS