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ahhhh can't believe today is my last day here in SG =((
so sad but true.. i prefer here than in INDONESIA!!!!!
huhuhuuu.... if God let me, i'll continue my study here.. *say a lil prayer* hahaha

so yesterday, i met my new fren here Jack. First it was so difficult to find him haha... but finally he found me at the busstop and he gave me some cakes because he's a chef.. he's a nice one.. he also showed me some tricks while we were waiting for bus num 10 to parkway to have some b'fast.. he showed how he can know which card i pick without tell him.. yea it was amazing..
but unfortunately, he didn't want to tell me how.. it pis me off. *angry face*
finally the bus num 10 arrived and we took it.. we took a pic while we were in the bus.. after 10mins * idk exactly* we arrived at roxy square busstop.. we need to walk to reach parkway =( he showed me some then we chose "New York" fill our empty tummy haha..
then we went to east coast park =)
nice place lols.. first i was scared he will kidnap me lol... but yea he's nice person lols
then we took some pics there

it was unforgetable =)
n was so amazing so happy to have him as my fren =)

25122009

WAHHH... today is the last day me n my fams in Batam because tml we gonna go to SG =))
God is so good.. today we went to TabQha church to celebrate christmas day. it was so amazing =)
after that, we went to BCS and i bough 4 dresses lol. we went to Harbour Bay too. me and my mom took alot of pics there haha i also bought new apple iPod today
lols

here's some take alook..
this is my new iPod






here's in Harbour Bay



"Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, but few ever achieve it. Those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all will never forget it."

my birthday is today

emm hello guys.. yea. just got home from my birthday party and i'm so tired. but i still spend my time to post my activities today haha. today at first i didn't feel any special but then after this night i feel so happy because i celebrated my birthday party with alot oh my friends.. such a wonderful party.. i got some presents. there are teddy bear, clock, dress and accessories box lol. i'm so happy =)

tml imma go wif my other friend ( shinta, bng manatap, and ce luxiana) we gonna go out n eat lol. i'm so happy that i have such a good friend like them. even i don't have bf, but yea i don't feel down lol.. okay

here's some pics i took

this is when i gave my first cake to my lovely brother...



hahaha so sweet.. these r my pics with all my friends =))

take a look..




haha.. nice pose guyss..




alot i wanna tell u friends but i'm so sleepy n exhausted
i gtg sleep
to be continued .............

1 day bfore that day

aha!!! tml is my 16th birthday ha ha.. don't feel that time walk so fast ha ha.. i was a really cute gal but now i turn into mature girl haha =)
thanks God for give me another one year to accomplish my goal =) to help other ppl n to make my family proud of me =)

here's me when i was 15
exactly when 22nd dec 2008..




imma upload my pics when i'm celebrating my 16th bday
... waiting for the new pic!!! coming soon~~ +))

my prayer to my love =)

God never leave me alone. when i was really down, and had nothing to accompany me. he came to me in other way. Not in the way that world serves for me, He came to me brought me new hope, brought me happiness, brought me something that made me forgot about what i felt that day. someone broke my heart, n i felt like i rather die than live in this situation. because i really was hopeless =( I can't stop crying that moment. Now after this, i feel better everyday. i feel the kindness of God everyday more and more. i might can't see Him directly but i know He always here beside me and protect me with His pure n precious blood. He always watch me, what i'm doing right now.. He knows everything about me more than i ever knew. He such an amazing figure in my life. He's my God, He's my best friend, He's my Father and He's the only loyal person who keeps waiting for me and opening His hand for me when i need help.

what can i do to reply all these things God? i only can praise n pray to You all the time until i can't breathe again and u take me to Your place where there is only You and people who love You.. i love You more than anything God. and i am so lucky, so glad u chose me as Your child =)
use me as Your servant as someone who help other people to receive You as savior in our life. I want them to have hope and faith like i do Jesus..

"Love is like standing in a puddle of wet cement, the longer you stay, the harder it is to get out, but when you do get out you always leave your shoe behind."

Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones."

Girls are like phones. they love to be held, talked too but if you press the wrong button you'll be disconnected

Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings

DARWIN

story by Darwin Britos

" say you bought a new shirt and its so cool and you showed all your friends and they loved it, and you tell em you going to wear it to church to impress the cute nice boys
and when you go to church one of your friends had the same shirt on
so next time you see your boyfriend you go and start to talk bout how you bought a nice shirt and how your friend betrayed you and bought same shirt
now the gay guy would ask you things like oh is it the shirt you bought from some store that was on special for $40 and the same day i bought a nice pair of shoes
and so the conversation goes and goes,
if you had same conversation with a normal guy all he would say is well dont wear that shirt again. problem solved and i mean you not in church with ur friend with same shirt and if you dont wear it again you wont have same problem "

love

"Love is like the air we breathe. It may not always be seen, but it is always felt, used and needed."
"The love is like the wind in my hands. So easy to feel but so hard to catch."
"Love is the greatest feeling you will ever have, yet it is also one of the greatest sorrows. There is so much suffering, but then there are times when the crying, pain, and heartache is worth it. Those moments are perfect, they are right. Those moments make all the suffering worth while. It's those moments we should live for."
"Last night I looked up at the stars and matched each one with a reason why I love you. I was doing great until I ran out of stars."
When during sad times an angel should come to you, open your eyes and see who that angel is, for that is your one true love."
"Love is when there are a million things you want to say to someone, but when they look you in the eyes and hold you in their arms nothing in life matters other than being with that person at that moment."
"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her."

LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE







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to be continued.................

FRIDAY 18th DEC 2009 " my diary "

hari ini aku n temen2 anak youth pergi HES ke PALAS. haha.. aq telat bangun pulak =(( soalnya OL trus ampe subuh, jadi susah bangunna =(
trus dijemput am Bng obol, ce Christine n Shinta naik mobil Innova. senang kali terus kali berangkat ke rumah Fio. Ternyata disana semua udah pada ngumpul kecuali Bang Jack.
huhu... Bng Jack telat bangun!!!! haha
anyway, akhirnya kmai pun ke Palas. ssampai disana kami langsung jogging. astaga~!~ ada jalan mendaki ada jusa jalan menurun.. becek plak tu huh + salah jalan haha
lengkap semua penderitaan!! sepatu ku pun jado kotor huhu =((
tapi bner2 !! i really had great time today!~~ walaupun exhausted tapi tetep bahagia
terus kami poto2, Bang Jack jadi photographer aq n Shinta haha.. abang tu mantep kaliii.. kagum aq am dy :X wkwkwk
trus abang tu baeee bgttt mw potoin qmi n jadi sarana penyaluran kenarsisan aq n shinta * apa la ne * haha
terus kami juga poto bareng... haha apalagi Bang Nando, Bang Dodi, Bng Obol cs menggila haha pake buat video kotbah plak.. ASOY!!!

habis dari sana kami ke Danau Buatan n lihat seluruh Kota Peknabaru dari atas
amazing!! bener2 unbelievable... kami disana bukanna mw rekereasi tapi berdoa buat kota Pekanbaru n seluruh anak muda disini...
* hati seorang hamba dari generasi Yoshua ne**

habis dari sana karna uda capek bgt.. kami pergi mam do Minang Soto di rumbai haha.. kami poto2, n makan kerupuk Jangek haha * my fave chip*
sayang na kurang memuaskan karna nasinya gag cukup huhu
jadinya cm mam soto ajj de haha.. tpi gpapa la..

habis mam kami pun pulang nanti mw GR ge.. sempat2 in posting hari ini haha

wat a great day today! =)) i love them all! they all r funny n cool haha
n thanks God for letting me join this group for Ur Glory!!

WE LOVE JESUS~~

quote 1

"Don't use your eyes to look for love for it's your heart that knows it. Let yourself make mistakes and do learn from this. It is from this that you will accumulate your knowledge as to whether the person met is the one or not."

* DARWIN BRITOS*

diffrent type of guy

the old guy, who want and don't mind to spend a lot of money to make his girl happy. buy everything that the girl wants.... who just sit round the house n spend time with you , spend money on you, hold you n give you comfort...
the ugly guy, who feel unsecure n will do anything to keep his girl..... who goes beyond the call of duty to help you out n give you whatever you need because he is just happy to have someone as beautiful as you paying him any attention..
the bad guy, who always have unique way to make sensation and fantasy over himself n her girl, some girls also have fantasy about it....who got big muscles, cant hold good coversation and not so smart
and there's the gay guy the guy who goes shopping with u, guy who doesn't want anything from you but gossip and details bout what the old guy bought you which errands you sent the ugly guy to do and gives you all the conversation you need
and the last the keeper who seems like master of " fix it" guy. sometimes he will spend money for his girl, he will take care if his girl when she sick, he will stop by her house and buy a bucket of rose, and etc. he also gentle but sometimes he can cry too....

which one do you want?

you are............ for me

you're the voice i hear inside my head, reason that i'm singing. i need to find u. i gotta find u
you're the missing piece i need, the song inside of me. i need to find u. i gotta find u


you're my new hope of love
you're my air
you're my water
you're my sense
you're my life

you're the sun which comes out after this long
you're the one i've been waiting for this long
you're the only one who can make me smile
you're the only one who can change all my pain into laugh
you're the only one who can show me the real love
you're the only one who can give me that warm i need
you're the only one who i feel peace with
you're the only one who i wanna grow old with
you're the only one who i love
you're the only one who i wanna live with
you're the only one who i wanna die with

my wish

give me your hand
let your fingers snuggle around me
let your fingers warm me all the time

give me your kiss
let your lips rub my my lips
let your kiss makes me fly away to the higher place

give me your look
let your eyes see me like a baby sees her mom for the first time
let your eyes see me like a girl wants a teddy

give me your love
let your love become my strength
let your love become my reason
let your love become my source of my heart feel this fast

I JUST WANT AN ORDINARY GUY

He surprised me when he told me that he loves me
he's cute adorable that nothing can describe him
he's sweet and romantic he's charming and amazing
he just a perfect guy for every girls

he picks me up at 7pm
i feel extremely perfect to meet him
and he says " u'r the most beautiful girl that i ever met"
and i'm blushing by the time

falling in love is like we are blind
i don't expect that
never think i could feel that way
never think i could feel that way

but i feel that we can't together
he's too perfect for me
i'm not the best for him
when i'm with him it reminds me that i can't be as good as i want
that's why i feel so
Feels like i'm always be the best thing in his eyes
i just want an ordinary guy

he's caring he's mature
i adore him so much
hero in my life
colors in my life
make my life more meaningful

can't find any incommon
but 1 thing i know about u
1 thing i know about u

u love me the way i am

he doesn't know i feel the different
i don't feel the same anymore
how can i tell him
my heart is broken
my heart is complicated
n feels like i fall in every drop of ur tears
n never can be the real me
i'll not come back

falling in love is like we are blind
i don't expect that
never think i could feel that way

but i feel that we can't together
he's too perfect for me
i'm not the best for him
when i'm with him it reminds me that i can't be as good as i want
that's why i feel so
Feels like i'm always be the best thing in his eyes
i just want an ordinary guy



I JUST WANT AN ORDINARY GUY
THAT DON'T LIKE U

uhuhuhu..
created by : JL