God's destiny

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something always inside my head and being with me everywhere i go
something i always wonder about, what is that big destiny?
something i always worry about, can i fulfill all your destiny in me JESUS?
something i always want to know about, why JESUS? why me?
something i always want to get over with, i can't do this JESUS..
something i always excited about, this is a BIG thing !!
something i always afraid of, i don't want to let you down..
something i always running away to, this is why i was born and i live here!!
something i always running away from, this is too much for me JESUS..

God's destiny is like a big present wrapped by a big PINK box with a big RED bow on top
waiting for us to open it, to take it, and smile when see it
God's destiny is like a bomb which can't wait to explode
because this is the time to explode and reveal all the bombs
God's destiny is like an ice-cream in the middle of 10kids
something we really want to reach but hard to catch
God's destiny is like air breeze gently in the morning
we can't see it easily but can feel how soft and gentle is that
God's destiny is like calculus learned by 5th grader
it's complicated, seems foolish but so useful for human life

can you reach it?
can i reach it?
can we reach it?
what we suppose to finish, and bring it back to God in the FINAL condition

would you mind to push yourself and make it to your highest limit?
would i mind to push yourself and make it to your highest limit?
until we exhausted because doing God's destiny

answer it
from your deep inside heart
only me
only you
only JESUS

10.2.2010

huftt.. such a century since i didnt post anything on my blog.. this thing happened because i dont have that exciting mood anymore.. what happened to me? IDK.. all i wanna do is only hanging out wif new breed. LOL.. gt a bit addicted into it.. yea, they all great, fun, crazy, wild LOL.. i love them all.. they filled the emptiness inside of me when i need somebody to fill it..
but the thing is i cant see them everyday ): wish i could be with them everytime, it would be so great!! (:
so, lately i had amazing days wif fellow new breed. we had farewell party last tue.. n today we catched " from paris with love" which is a nice movie * two thumbs up for John Travolta and his fave word ( motherfucker ) * hahaha..... i love his style the way he keeps all things and the way he talks LOL.. and today we also went to photo gallery and took some pics together.. we took crazy, hot, nerd, sweet, cute pose LOL.. soooo funny and cant stop laughing that time..
really it was a great time and fun time (: i never felt so much fun before.. i used to go hang out only wif my ex but now since i broke-up i get more into my frens, and try to join them when they have some events or when they gather together.. yea, im so blessed wif their presence in my life.. so i can get over wif my problems.. my personal problem which makes me a bit hopeless..
but NO!! NO HOPELESS IN MY LIFE!!
i wont get hopeless anymore.. i kno someone always in me heart <3 Jesus..
thanks alot Jesus (:
give me strength and hope Jesus.. i love You (:

+ also i want to tell u guys, i kinda like someone.. but yea.. it will never gonna happen ... NVM
love ya Jesus
love ya new breed
love ya guys

XOXO

long time no post!! now i'm back LOL..
u know wat? today i was very touched wif my bestfriend's blog LOL..
i was crying, such a girl haha... c'mon i'll show some pics that we took on sunday in church ..LOL..

1.. this is my bestfriend Shinta (:





isn't she cute?? she has a really sweet smile on his face (:

2... this is me when getting crazy LOL



hahaha... what a wild and crazy girl LOL..
another to show...


3... this is my fave pic (:



look at us.. sweet girls LOL..

4... this is us in front of a big mirror at church hahaha




5..... me (:





6.... what r u looking at sistaaa???






7.... ??????????






8..... cute.. (:





9... endless friendship <3