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today.. i dont feel anything at all.. im so stupid and i know i am..
i cant talk much. :(
something goes wrong and i think it is the end of my story..
we were fine at first and at the end we were broken..
i wish i was there to convince you and prevent this from happen.. but it will never happen, im not there and nothing i can do..

you asked me for second chance but you yourself ruin all the chance right when i decided to give you the second chance..
for your information, it hurts deeply.. more that i have ever felt before.. you are not sorry.. no.. i know you are not..
how am i suppose to do when you blur all my mind?
you break the perfectly good heart..

and suddenly you just turn over the steer and drive me crazy. you left me with all the pieces and memories that will never happen again..
it was 7th of June 2010.. when i found the light in you because we share the most special and perfect thing ever, Christ.

i should have known that this would be the hardest thing ever, because the distance between us.
the distance is nothing when someone is so special.
i tried to believe but it is not easy.. sometimes it does not work out no matter how much effort we put in..
i gave my best for us..

you left me with tears in my eyes.. but it is okay.. because tear is the simplest for me right now.. and chasing you is the hardest for me right now..

im sorry.. i will never forget the figure of smile in your face, it is the only thing which can make me smile when i am crying..

the smile of your face is the only thing which is able to bring smile on me when i am in tears.

remember it..

ANOTHER INSOMNIA NIGHT

hiyaaaaaa my guyssss :))

again, another night when i cant sleep :(
should change my name into " OWL " --a hahahaha
sooooo, in order not to waste my wonderful night, i decided to edit some of my pictures :D

so here it is!! rate please (:

yeahhh, that is one of my work.. i got another one here it is......................




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alrightttt.. so i just edited these two.. anyway it looks simple i guess.. :) but nevermindddd ^^

oh yer, today is saturday and tomorrow i have to go to church.. ALONE T^T so damn fugging sadddddddddddd....
huhuhu

oh yer!! i almost forgot haha

check this out guysssss..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aigL_hHGZJY&feature=related

hope u guys enjoy it (Y)(Y)
i love it so much.. he has sucha wonderful voice (Y)(Y) soooo, i guess im done.. imma try to post more and more (: and give one link everday for u guyss ;)

c ya, xxxxooooooo


muackkkkksssss********

LAST NAME??

ha ha ha haiyaaaaaa guysss :)) soooo, wub sub todayy?? well, that's good for youu ;) me? emm.. im just lamenting here infront of my laptop lool nah!! im kidding.. so, what i have been thinking lately??????

YER CORRECT!! LAST NAME!!




i've been thinking about last name.. :/ im so pityyyyy, i dont even have last name.. :( that LOLLY is just for fun.. and i realized its not cool at all :( i feel like sucha kid with Lolly behind my name FTW T^T
i've been thinking about adding some cool great name behind mine.. i've been thinking about MAVERICK which is fugging awesome.. but its someone's lastname haha. i just stole it lololol and i do feel bad haha i also thinking about ADELAIDE which is abit weird.. and HASGER :l



so yer, i dont know which one to choose.. im sooooooooooo confused... T^T so leave the comment below and let me know if you guys have something great to put behind my name ..
thanksssss guyss xxxxxxooooooo