appreciating the dead living

While having so much spare time in my hand, i decided to workout and put it on my daily routine list & actually it feels real good. this hit my mind because i realized going out and shopping all the time isn't a right thing to spend your time on. and thank God for i am living on the east coast part which means i get to go to the beach/park on foot, just 3 blocks away from my place. SICK! therefore, i won't let this very rare and precious opportunity slip out of my fingers, i need to make the best out of it. that's why i have committed myself to cycle at least once a week, for at least an hour non-stop. yeah, that's gonna get to my thighs! :D
on top of that, i have also committed myself to workout in my room daily, yes daily. no matter how busy i am.. doing burpees, sit-ups, abs workout, & pilates is gonna be my daily meal. surprisingly, i feel really good about this, i meant obviously it takes a real huge commitment and motivation to keep these things on and on till it turn to our habits but i am so willing to do this. i have also been eating "clean" for these past few days, been avoiding having white rice and fries. haha, real hard but gonna suck it up for the sake of healthy life.

during my cycling trip, i took some dope photos that i want to share with you guys.

GOD IS SIMPLY MAGICAL

because there is nothing more beautiful than the way ocean refuses to stop kissing the shore line no matter how many times it is sent away

"ocean and shore are things which are able to bring me back into the state of peace"

see you guys in my next post

much love 

destiny, one, two, three !

so, i have been very slacking these past 2 days because i'm just free from my schedule (HECTIC days are yet to come yo!) and during my spare time, i just browsed around the internet, logged into some various accounts that i have (i have so many, ugh..) & as always Pinterest never fails to amaze me. as i went through different kinds of images, i was reminded that i am truly such a wanderlust.

OKAY, if you have no idea what wanderlust means, i'm gonna give you a couple of hints. take a look :)

alright, maybe it does not literally mean to travel without a map, haha. but you got the idea right?

yes, wanderlust is a noun describing the urge to travel, to understand one's very existence.

i don't know about you guys but for me personally, travelling gives me a legit distinct satisfaction as if it fits my genes, haha. but if any of you seems to be a wanderlust, i dare you to travel, on your own, or better yet with your significant others. :) go make your list, of the very places you DESPERATELY want to visit, save up your money, and then book a ticket and FLY. that simple. you and i in this together!
let our heart feels the beauty of nature before it stops beating, alright?

get your shit together!

end of February 2013, who knows just how time would fly this fast? truly reminds me of how it may be important to stop for a minute and look back, seeing how far we've gone. maybe this is one of the times when it is so much appropriate to cherish ourselves, instead of others. maybe this is one of the times to wake up from our nightmares of being a loser and just realize how we have won over all those pains and filth. maybe this is one of the times to stand up for ourselves though it may mean being left by wrong people and standing up on our own.
There are WAY GREATER things ahead of me, and that's a heads-up for me to focus on it, and not on anything else. i admit, neglecting your very feeling could be devastating and a very difficult thing to do. but i also learned just how my love for myself has to win at the end of the day. well, maybe i should start on doing that in my reality.
past few weeks have taught me considerate amount of valuable lessons, yet i will have to say that i was screwed over once again. typical me. wanting a hard way to make it as lesson, when there is obviously an easier and less hurtful way to do it. but it is alright, cos at the end of the day i can picture myself walking out of the tunnel towards the dreamland, full of everything i have been dreaming of.

from this point onwards, i swear to myself, that i will get my shit together and pace myself at God's very own pace. also, i'll love God enough to let some folks go. without further ado, i WISH you GOODLUCK on getting your shit together :)