get your shit together!

end of February 2013, who knows just how time would fly this fast? truly reminds me of how it may be important to stop for a minute and look back, seeing how far we've gone. maybe this is one of the times when it is so much appropriate to cherish ourselves, instead of others. maybe this is one of the times to wake up from our nightmares of being a loser and just realize how we have won over all those pains and filth. maybe this is one of the times to stand up for ourselves though it may mean being left by wrong people and standing up on our own.
There are WAY GREATER things ahead of me, and that's a heads-up for me to focus on it, and not on anything else. i admit, neglecting your very feeling could be devastating and a very difficult thing to do. but i also learned just how my love for myself has to win at the end of the day. well, maybe i should start on doing that in my reality.
past few weeks have taught me considerate amount of valuable lessons, yet i will have to say that i was screwed over once again. typical me. wanting a hard way to make it as lesson, when there is obviously an easier and less hurtful way to do it. but it is alright, cos at the end of the day i can picture myself walking out of the tunnel towards the dreamland, full of everything i have been dreaming of.

from this point onwards, i swear to myself, that i will get my shit together and pace myself at God's very own pace. also, i'll love God enough to let some folks go. without further ado, i WISH you GOODLUCK on getting your shit together :)