the feel of first love all over again

WHAT IS UP PEOPLE ?!?!?!
alright, that's not the appropriate way to start out my post, hahaha. i'm just so excited that finally i have the time to sit up here in front of my screen and literally type.
so when was the last time i was seen and heard? haha.. alright, let me start this post by saying "GOD is GOOD".
i would say the past 2months have been a total miracle for me. it might be predictable because yes, i have been processed all over again. constant battle. and not that i'm complaining though, God has been showing His never ending grace for me.
He literally exchanged what i have lost with something that is even better, something worthy

so, a bit of catch-up, as you guys probably don't know, the past 20th April was YOUTH NIGHT, an event held by my local youth community which gathered and invited all youth to come and celebrate the greatest love ever existed. the event was so huge, it was a part of our "1 more person for Jesus" campaign. i am so grateful that i am given the chance to serve my God, a beautiful privilege for a girl like me to bless others through my dance. i would say that the event turned out to be a total succeed, we all could really feel the presence of God that night, and i was so glad to actually be able to feel the kind of excitement which i have long lost. i could really feel the fire burning up inside my heart, and the only way to relieve and let it out was by praising God. i am so grateful for the fact that i am favoured to feel my first love all over again. the sort of feeling that i would exchange with everything i have, just for a feel of it. but i am given freely...

to be honest, the excitement of youth night is still burning inside of me, and i would do everything i could to keep it that way, it literally keeps me alive.
so many wonderful things happened to me, because i did realize back then, it would be much better to count the blessings i have been given instead of grieving towards things i have lost, things i thought was precious and worthy.. because at the end of the day, the precious and worthy thing only comes down to one, Jesus Christ.