the agony of love

i guess i was wrong and perhaps i am wrong still. seemingly, i am still naive despite all that have happened.
it's just deep inside me, there is still this hope of fairy-tale ending and this belief of "love will always be enough, love will conquer everything"
what is it to believe anyway? where is it to go anyway? if everything, every single thing seems to destroy this little thing we share called love
at this very point of time, i truly wish i didn't know you that day. and most of all, i wish i didn't love you as much as i do now. you make me feel like i've got the best and worst thing in my life. how could it be? i can't even begin to figure it all out
we indeed hurt each other so much, and without a doubt we will always do. however, we indeed love each other a whole lot more than our hatred, we just so love each other even when we are apart, even when you are gone, there is no one that could make my day like you did.
i acknowledge how insane this might sound, but after everything it just comes to my realization, how much i love you even more and how i can't let you go, at all
we may share a totally opposite way of thinking, a real distinctive behaviour and if there's one thing i damn sure about is that we love hard. we really do. we used to fight for us, but i can't say just about the same now
apparently, at some level we are alike. the way we express our feeling, the way we feel, the way our souls are and the way we refuse to lose each other even when we know how much it hurts to hold on to this kind of love
there is no safety in love, there is no guarantee in love, there is only everlasting sentiment within the two souls
and to make it survives, both needs to not give up ever

"love is fragile. and we're not always its best caretakers. we just muddle through and do the best we can. and hope this fragile thing survives against all odds" - Nicholas Sparks

"They didn't agree on much. In fact they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday. But in spite their differences, they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other"