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i feel empty. i feel unhappy even when my surrounding seems to be fabulous. am i thinking too much ? or is this what i'm really feeling ? i have noone . trust me noone . i don't know what i need. i have no idea whether i need someone or home or whatever. i just feel like crying most of the times. i have heaps of things going on my mind. my study, my friendship, my family, and yeah my relationship. why does this have to be so complicated? i can't handle it. im trying to make things the way how it was used to be. im feeling the weight of all these on my shoulder and its killing me. i guess i've seen enough. i can only talk to you really. im losing the spirit in me. trust me im trying so hard. so hard.

okay im not gonna waste anymore time left, bye.