today

today at school ::
me and my crazy friends drew something silly and funny again on the whiteboard..
here's the picture ...................


cute right? LOL.. alay gankzz... who just married with beloved ALOY ha ha..
actually it's not cute.. it's silly pic ha ha.. so that's all..

back to my personal life ::
today i'm so sad that i realized HE NEVER FELT FOR ME ): i know he just was kidding when he told me that.. i'm stupid.. i shouldn't believe him but it's too late.. unfortunately i believe him too fast .. and now i'm the fool again ):

i think he finally found someone fit with him so he never text me, talk to me anymore.. he said he's busy but can't he spend even just 1min to text me? huft!!
anyway NVM.. let it flow..
i just want to focus on my study i hope this year i can join the foundation.. i wanna move from here.. God, help me make it real.. i can't never go further without u.. so i need Your side.. guide me ):

+ because i didn't eat any meat, beef, pork i feel a bit dizzy everytime.. ): give me strength ):
i need to do this for 6 months.. ahhhh!! can't imagine that suddenly i collapse at sch or in the mall.. huft!! i feel so weak now God.. i want to rely on You..
+ the internet connection pis me off arghhh!! it's so slow lately i hate it..


so maybe i'll update later.. i wanna join the chat room because here's damn bored !! that's what i do.. see ya guys later
xoxo