stucking

you know me inside and outside
the good and the bad
you know how much sacrifice i did to get you don't you?
you know what makes me cry or even makes me dying don't you?
i know i'm stupid and even crazy to keep holding this all
because i realize it won't end the way we want

if God with us everything can happen
even something that never been heard or thought by us

all this time i never knew who is the real me
i'm sitting here on the corner of my bedroom
trying to figure out what is really happening here
because i have no idea what this is all about
can you give me some explanations?
why i keep being stubborn like this

someone help me get out from this hell
i want to let it go throw it all away
and running away from this things
i just can't
my feet can't move
my hands can't help me
my mouth can't speak

i'm stucking here...